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Losing My Mind

by Heather Edgley

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    Have in hand the "Losing My Mind" CD sleeve with original artwork by Hannah Edgley. This CD includes all 6 tracks of the EP.

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1.
(Verse I) She was a dreamer Singing on swings at age 5 With no fears or inhibitions Til they she’s no good It’s not right It’s an impossible dream Impossible dream So she sang in closets quietly It’s an impossible dream Impossible dream Their voices in her mind Played on repeat but (Chorus) The fire inside, the fire inside It rises til she can’t fight it The fire inside They said she couldn’t do it And crushed her pride So she ran away She couldn’t stay In a mundane life slowly dying inside The music’s calling She could see the glow on the horizon Of the circus lights Follow the circus lights (Verse II) All magic and mystique She sees it on tv and billboards on streets But that’ll never be you or me They say stick to your lane And you’ll succeed It’s an impossible dream Impossible dream So she went off to college to study Anything else Her dreams they were shelved But they’re just delaying The inevitable cause (Chorus) The fire inside, the fire inside It rises til she can’t fight it She tried to hide it Til she realized She didn’t want anything else So she ran away She couldn’t stay In a mundane life slowly dying inside The music’s calling She could see the glow on the horizon Of the circus lights Follow the circus lights (Bridge) So run away Run away with me Join the circus in the land of impossible dreams Cause if no one took the chance There would be no songs to sing They say it’s an impossible dream Impossible dream But here I am Here I sing It’s an impossible dream Impossible dream But here I stand Here I scream (Chorus) Cause that fire inside, fire inside It rises til we can’t fight it No more hiding It keeps your light from shining This is our life I ran away I couldn’t stay In a mundane life slowly dying inside The music called me I could see the glow on the horizon Of the circus lights Follow the circus lights Follow the circus lights Cause nothing ever felt so right Follow the circus lights
2.
(Verse I) The heart wants what it wants And I feel betrayed You keep your heart locked away And yet I stay (Chorus) But how long can I wait? I’ve been fighting with all of my strength Gave you every trust and benefit But now, all that’s left is doubt Your heart can’t be undone This fight won’t be won (Verse II) Tell me the way out Give me an escape You’re a spider wrapping me up Sucking life from my veins But you can’t kill the hopeless in me I still think your mind will change (Chorus) But how long can I wait? I’ve been fighting with all of my strength Gave you every trust and benefit But now all that’s left is doubt Your heart can’t be undone This fight won’t be won (Verse III) Tears cried for so long You don’t want to be wrong Cause you tried for so long But you were so wrong Tears cried for so long I was so wrong So wrong So wrong So wrong (End Verse) But commitment to the wrong path doesn’t change The madness of the misguided chase My conviction increases with each passing day Cause the harder I try The more noble the fight But the beast doesn’t love his prey But he doesn’t want it to get away Why let go when you can still play? And I still think your mind will change I beg you love me, love me, love me, love me lose me, lose me, lose me, lose me Choose me, chose me, choose me, Set me free I beg you love me, love me, love me, love me lose me, lose me, lose me, lose me Choose me chose me choose me, Set me free Love me, love me Lose me, lose me Choose me Set me free Love me, love me Lose me, lose me Choose me Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free
3.
My Mind 04:24
(Verse I) Carving names in park benches Reading quotes in bathroom stalls Inspired to inspire Jumbled thoughts within our minds Separated by yellow lines We’re all passing strangers in the same life But we’ll never know each other We’re looking at phones instead of faces But where we escape in our minds Can be the realest places Secrets buried like bones We don’t want to be alone But it feels easier than Bearing our souls I’m lost in my mind You’re lost in my eyes But do you really see me? (Chorus) You say you’re afraid To love me But you say you’re scared To lose me You say you’re afraid To love me But you say you’re scared To lose me (Verse II) Well I’m a reckless wanderer A little bit adventurer But I’m just laying here in bed Maybe in another life I’d be up on mountainsides Living big before I’m dead With spiritual journeys And meeting those who impact me I’m walking city streets With music in my head Working tirelessly But barely working Tired from not being where I’m at Keeping time and losing time In the very same moment We can’t hold it Even memories are fleeting No amnesia needed To forget me (Chorus) You say you’re afraid To love me But you say you’re scared To lose me You say you’re afraid To love me But you say you’re scared To lose me (End Verse) Well I’ve got something on my mind Could you get it for me Cause I’m losing my mind I’m losing my mind Could you find it for me? I’m losing my mind Could you find it for me? I’m losing my mind (losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind) I’m losing my mind (losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind) I’m losing my mind (losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind) I’m losing my mind You’re losing me too
4.
Walls 04:11
(Verse I) Water dancing on window panes Quietly listening to the rain Cuddling chrysalism Cause you’re not here Rhythmic synchronicity Of rain matching my tears (Chorus) Cause you are on the other side And you can’t be saved Though I’ve tried We’re building walls Instead of bridges Might as well grow wings To scale your defenses Cause the barriers grow The quicksand thickens We’re staying in place There’s now connection (Verse II) And I crave opia Don’t look away Just open up Like a flower in spring A flower in bloom How do you think they feel the sun? Cause if you stay closed You cannot grow And I don’t think You want to be alone (Chorus) But you are on the other side And you can’t be saved Though I’ve tried We’re building walls Instead of bridges Might as well grow wings To scale your defenses Cause the barriers grow The quicksand thickens We both have to try If we’re gonna fix this (Bridge) And we agreed I wouldn’t write more bout you But I have seen As time moves by You still haven’t moved And I’ve been patient And I have loved you But you’re more afraid of feeling Than what you’d lose And it seems you don’t believe There’s anything at stake (Chorus III) Cause you are on the other side And you are getting left behind You’re building walls Instead of bridges And I’d grow wings But you’d shoot me down Cause you’re more afraid of living Than of hiding And you don’t want to fix this (End Chorus) You You You’re building walls Instead of bridges And I can’t keep Trying to fix this Maybe one day you’ll regret The paralyzing fear That let me slip away
5.
Sky 04:12
(Verse I) I’m constantly reminded Of my human ways Cause everything I do Is mistake, mistake, mistake It’s humbling And that which makes me awkward It’s easy to wish away But if I’m self-loathing How’s anybody supposed to love me? And they say the stress is just the clouds And I’m the sky The storm will pass sometime And I’ll be fine (Chorus) But I’ve been seeing overcast storm clouds For the past Couple of years now And it’s becoming exhausting Making it moment to moment Waiting for a clearing (Verse II) But they say I am the sky They say I am the sky I am the sky And the pain I feel Is just the storm to pass But I feel closer to the ground Than to the sky Rain isn't falling down from me It’s falling on me Pushing me further down I’m a wilted flower Barely holding it together (Chorus) But I’ve been seeing overcast storm clouds For the past Couple of years now And it’s becoming exhausting Making it moment to moment Waiting for a clearing (Bridge) What keeps me going is the music Cause I think someone Might want to hear me What keeps me going are my lyrics To think I could help someone like me What keeps me going Are the ones that I love What keeps me going is knowing There’s something more Than just this feeling that I’m holding inside And they say it’s just the weather I’ve got to let it ride But I’ve been seeing overcast storm clouds For the past Couple of years now And it’s becoming exhausting Making it moment to moment Waiting for a clearing I’ve been seeing overcast storm clouds For the past Couple of years now And it’s becoming exhausting Making it moment to moment Waiting for a clearing But they say I am the sky
6.
(Verse I) When I look at your face I long for your embrace And I hope That we’re doing the right thing We’re not making a mistake Keeping this space And I hate being away from you Oh how my soul aches But all I want is to know That you're okay (Chorus) Cause I really love you But I have to let you go Cause I realized what love means And this is what I have to do Cause I don’t need you I don’t need you I don’t need you But you do I don’t need you God, I want you but I don't need you You do (Verse II) And you said you’d try You don't want me to go But I know We’ll keep circling to the same place Cause you can’t move straight Around the bend But I’ve been wondering If I’m on your mind As much as your on mine And I know I can live without you But I surely don't want to (Chorus) Cause I really love you But I have to let you go Cause I realized what love means And this is what I have to do Cause I don’t need you I don’t need you I don’t need you But you do I don’t need you God, I want you but I don't need you You do (Bridge) And I believe If it’s meant to be it will be When we’re ready The most important thing Is to be happy in Our own skin So don’t give up Don't give up Don’t give up on you Don’t give up Don’t give up Don’t give up on you Don’t give up Don’t give up Never give up on you Don’t give up Don't give up I’ll never give up on you Don’t give up Don’t give up Never give up on you

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released July 25, 2020

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Heather Edgley Seattle, Washington

Heather Edgley is a dreamy pop and folk pop singer-songwriter known for her contemporary style and ethereal voice that captivates audiences with the vulnerability of her tone and lyrics. Her sound combines the cinematic instrumentation, emotion-driven melodies, and energized dynamics with thoughtfully crafted lyricism emboldened with wit. ... more

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